RAWR. I'm making a random apparenence! o.O
Yesyes, I've been my usual insane self. That is all. Yep. Wasn't that disappointing and misleading? ;3

Yes, I am alive as most of you know. THINGS HAVE BEEN MUCH BETTER AFTER MY LEAVE. May you all know that. Some say I took the coward's way out. Well go fall in a hole and die. I did what I wanted. So begone pesky pests. Before I eat your face.

I AM ALIVE. NOT DEAD. ALIVE. Still being reclusive though. 155 Deviations, 97 Messages. o.O

EDIT: I put Prologue. Oh floof. Big mistake. I meant EPILOGUE. *cough*

The final time most people shall see me. I can't take being on anymore. Just... mlreh. Too many problems being consulted to me. I'm not a miracle worker... I'm human too. Sorry about the messy disclosure. Consult Signistar if you want to complain. He will be the only link from you to me...

The few who know, or at least choose to ACKNOWLEDGE and SHOW that I'm feeling down, here's an entry from my journal that might help a few things.

May 20th, 2008 (Tuesday)
{Planning to make a tribute to Bear. Managed to find a few pictures and videos. As I watch, thoughts prod me. What will it be like without Fox? (My current dog) How will I react..? Ha... tears well up in my eyes at the mere thought of it all. Why is life like this? Why? Damn it all... it's just a cruel game... why do we exist? What is out purpose? HOW DO WE EXIST? Are we part of some "Grand Scheme"? Something that can be killed off? I want to know our purpose in this so-called wonder called "Life". My hand trembles as I write. Thoughts race back to Bear. Tears flow once more. ...This is going to be a rough night. How I miss you, my companion, my pet, my dog, my best friend.
~What is our meaning in life?
Is it to live in strife?
Or is it truly a test that balances on the edge of a knife?
Whatever fate may throw at us,
I'll be there for you... My companion.
I will guide you when you're lost, I will be your beacon.
May our souls meet in the Fields of the Dead.
No, let our souls remember one another NOW.
I swear I can't live with you gone... My Companion...~
Mhhh... Good Night... }

There you go. If you want to ask questions, do so elsewhere than here....

Lol. I've been shirking off in my writing. Shhhh! I'm still going with The Lunar Angel, but I've yet to type it. Which... should... er... happen in the next millenium. </Salutes, then runs>